I am receiving EVERYTHING I need right now, though I can look at the glass half empty and say I'm NOT getting everything I want. Do I want to do that?, yes but I don't...because I am practicing being Positive, living in the positive. I am going forward. Walking the path toward my goal and my vision.
For the past 6 or 7 years, I have been learning to use my creative energy to form, clarify and focus my visions.
In 2004 I made my 1st real Vision collage, (though I painted veraciously in the 90's creating exactly what I needed to heal and survive many days then). Here is a picture of a close resemblance to the miraculously living, breathing, joyful 3 year old son I actually have today. 6 years later. Truly awesome to look and think about that!
I created the following floor plan of my vision house in 2005. I made a small series of these works. At that time, I was still not a mother and didn't have hopefulness of that dream, yet, and still there is a room for a child in this house. There is a studio for both me and my husband too. And a large open space for family living. The following year 2007 I got pregnant and had a full & healthy boy unexpectedly on March 1st. I haven't moved into this house, nor have I found it... but Spirit and the Universe work in their own time. I just have to make the choice today to go forward, to believe in the positive and to walk lovingly in that direction. Always with gratitude for everything I have at this moment, exactly as it is, as difficult as that is for me- especially when I suddenly don't know where my next paycheck is coming from or when it will come? I walk bravely forward and so happy for all the gifts I have today.
