I
am not afraid
of storms
for I am learning
how to sail
my ship.
Louisa May Alcott
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Hope
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| Avalon |
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all,
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I've heard it in the chillest
land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
--Emily Dickenson
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
My project this summer
To make art, have fun, have time, enjoy my life, my son, my husband, romance, lovemaking, joy, love, kindness, abundance, gratitude, sharing, creativity, friends, family, sunshine, nature, cool breezes, wonderful memories, art, vision, enjoying all that I do, richness, connection, connectedness, Goddess-willed, expansion, openness, space, new living, abundant earnings, abundant healing, easy choices, inspired decisions, mindfulness, dreams fulfilled.
Things always take [much] longer than I imagine
Yes,
It is true
Things always take much longer than I imagine but... really
Goddess,
Please bring my ability to support myself, my family, my dreams, my visions to fruition soon. I am stuffing myself to keep down the fears. Now is a really good time. Couldn't be sooner!
I know my intention was to send out 10 applications and I only sent one...I know I said there would be no attachment, just letting it go but yet I had to compose my words carefully, express myself intelligently, precisely. It helps me to form my ideas more clearly.
It is through the steps I take, the courage I muster that I am trusting more fearlessly that that life of love and kindness, support and supportedness, gratitude, service and joy are mine.
love,
CreatiVision Mother
It is true
Things always take much longer than I imagine but... really
Goddess,
Please bring my ability to support myself, my family, my dreams, my visions to fruition soon. I am stuffing myself to keep down the fears. Now is a really good time. Couldn't be sooner!
I know my intention was to send out 10 applications and I only sent one...I know I said there would be no attachment, just letting it go but yet I had to compose my words carefully, express myself intelligently, precisely. It helps me to form my ideas more clearly.
It is through the steps I take, the courage I muster that I am trusting more fearlessly that that life of love and kindness, support and supportedness, gratitude, service and joy are mine.
love,
CreatiVision Mother
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Focus on the miracle
I must have NO emotional attachment to any outcome tomorrow. This is true for me on all counts of my life at this moment. Actually, that is not a bad practice in general. It tends to keep me clear, hopeful & faith-filled.
I need to remain focused on the miraculous power of love.
I need to remain focused on the miraculous power of love.
My heart is moved by all I cannot save:
so much has been destroyed
I have to cast my lot with those
who age after age, perversely,
with no extraordinary power,
reconstitute the world."
Adrienne Rich
Friday, April 6, 2012
True Spring Rebirth
It is spring weather for days, beautiful and crisp and bright.
Luminous.
And no rain (not spring like).
And so many amazing happenings, transformative happenings in my life and those around me that I feel so blessed and grateful for the earth and universal movements.
Each day a process, not an easy process, but step by step we move with intention, toward the a transformation of Re-birth.
Like the flowers
like the trees
like Jesus.
Luminous.
And no rain (not spring like).
And so many amazing happenings, transformative happenings in my life and those around me that I feel so blessed and grateful for the earth and universal movements.
Each day a process, not an easy process, but step by step we move with intention, toward the a transformation of Re-birth.
Like the flowers
like the trees
like Jesus.
Friday, March 23, 2012
Conception Day
It seems suddenly 3 MAJOR things we have been pushing and trying and waiting to solve have finally summed up, actualized, been resolved. All in the same 24 hours. A day named Conception Day.
Like some kind of miracle they all, completely independent of each other and all 3 in a matter of 24 hours of each other. Quite amazing.
These 3 separate things have been spinning, dragging, unreasonably lingering without any relief. Each of them have been entirely and with complete frustration un solvable no matter what action or non action taken. Each of them we have acted in the impossible and gone to every length to get some resolve and still nothing, until this past 24 hours. And each of them has gone on for far too long and laughably beyond comprehension. The 1st since last June (unwelcome visitors over extending their stay, now gone), 2nd since July (a health insurance issue, resolved), and the 3rd since January (an employment contract finally agreed upon).
It is as if something opened, or changed, or broke through the energy vacuum, like a tight dam. And all of a sudden the rain came and things bloomed and every one drank freely from the fountain. And I am so awed and grateful. And to think it all came at once and coincidentally on this day; a day named Conception Day (March 22, 2012) being 9 months before the birth of the new world, December 22, 2012. Who woulda thunk?
Like some kind of miracle they all, completely independent of each other and all 3 in a matter of 24 hours of each other. Quite amazing.
These 3 separate things have been spinning, dragging, unreasonably lingering without any relief. Each of them have been entirely and with complete frustration un solvable no matter what action or non action taken. Each of them we have acted in the impossible and gone to every length to get some resolve and still nothing, until this past 24 hours. And each of them has gone on for far too long and laughably beyond comprehension. The 1st since last June (unwelcome visitors over extending their stay, now gone), 2nd since July (a health insurance issue, resolved), and the 3rd since January (an employment contract finally agreed upon).
It is as if something opened, or changed, or broke through the energy vacuum, like a tight dam. And all of a sudden the rain came and things bloomed and every one drank freely from the fountain. And I am so awed and grateful. And to think it all came at once and coincidentally on this day; a day named Conception Day (March 22, 2012) being 9 months before the birth of the new world, December 22, 2012. Who woulda thunk?
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